It's Not As Bad As It Looks (Tag Evaine)

"We'll go slow most of the way. Promise," Jim said, knowing that Evaine was still a little skittish around broomsticks. He hadn't forgotten how she had nearly fallen off that time they had been practicing with Nani. He found himself smiling as Evaine's fingers traced his lips, her touch soft and gentle. In the back of his mind, Jim hoped that Todd wasn't coming in any time soon. He knew how he would react to seeing his two friends like this. Sure, he and Brieanne probably knew there was something going on between them, but Jim doubted they knew how serious it actually was. He pushed the thought of his head. He didn't want to worry about that right now. His hand grasped Evaine's gently, as if she were some fragile thing that would break at the slightest touch. He kissed her fingers softly, each movement of his slow.

Evaine had almost forgotten about her falling off the broom that time with Nani, scary thing to happen after not being on a broom in so long but that didn't stop her for wanting to fly even if she got behind Jim. It was fun even the part with Jim catching her headband. Her cheeks turned a slight pink when Jim gently grabbed her hand and kissed her fingers. Scared to wonder what Todd might think if he walked in and saw them like this, no, no don't try killing the moment thinking about Todd and Brie's teasing the two of them. Leaning up she kissed his cheek softly.

Not much was being said at this point, but Jim didn't mind. Silence didn't bother him like it used to. Quiet usually meant that troublesome thoughts could get into his head, making him worried and anxious. But with Evaine besides him, she pushed away any bad thing that might enter his mind. She was like a shield in that sense, somebody who pushed away his fears and doubts. He leaned in to press his lips against his, arms wrapping around her. That need to have her beside him was getting into his system again, that desire to hold her and protect her from anything that might try to hurt her. He may have had doubts about whether he was strong enough to fight against her nightmares, but he would never give up, that much was certain. Even if he got knocked down over and over again, he would do all he could to get back up.

Evaine kissed jim back, her hands clinging onto his shirt tightly like she was scared he'll leave her. The feel of his warm soft lips tingled hers a little,never did she want anything bad happening to jim. Wanting to keep him happy and not afrid of his werewolf nature, if she could keep any bad thoughts out, making sure he never has to go back feeling alone anymore she could. A slight moan escaped from the back of her throat, her hand cupped his cheek still kissing him softly

That moan seemed to drive Jim on a bit, making him kiss Evaine more passionately, his arms pulling her in closer. A rush seemed to be going through him, which usually only happened when he was with Perseus. But he was feeling it now, making his nerves race crazy-fast inside him, making his heart beat loudly in his chest. No doubt Evaine could feel it, being so close to him. The only time he pulled away was to catch his breath, although if he had his way, he would keep on kissing Evaine, no matter how badly he needed to breathe. But getting light-headed didn't exactly sound very romantic at the moment, especially with Evaine keeping an eye on him in case his ribs started hurting again.

Feeling his hands tighten around her pulling eva even closer, his mouth moving with such passion. Any closer and eva would be on top of jim,
In her mind she was smiling feeling a sudden rush boiling inside her, her hands reached up pulling the ends of his hair another moan escaped from her lips when jim pulled away for air "jim..." Eva moaned his name. Breathing heavily she looked at his eyes for a moment, leaning forward kissing his bottom lip travling doeb to his jaw line then looked back at him

Jim opened his eyes and looked at Evaine when he heard her say his name. He saw her looking at him with such love and adoration that he felt his heart flutter. She was so beautiful when she looked at him like that, like he was some priceless gem instead of a dirty old rock. Too many people had looked at him like that in the past, including himself. Being appreciated and loved by people outside of his family was still new enough to him that it sent a thrill of happiness through him. He felt his skin tingle as her lips ran along his skin, making him get goosebumps on his arms. He finally pulled Evaine on top of him, looking into those brown eyes that he loved so much. His lips soon met hers again, his hands resting on her cheeks.

Being pulled on top of him she was a bit surprised that he pulled her on him. Thinking he wanted things to go slow for the fact that his ribs might be cracked or yet broken but he looked at her with so much love and caring, Eva didn't want to stop not yet, not ever. It was kinda funny that Eva had kissed most of his upper parts of his skin, like his jaw line, earlobe, a little on the neck and yet he hasn't even tried once knowing she trusts him with all her heart. Not that she's going to complain about that seeing Jim is more of a gentleman than most of the men here in this school. Their lips once again had touched, his hands cupping her cheeks she lay her hands around his face, slowly stroking his cheek with her fingers. God she wanted to really show how much he meant to her but that might take things a little further than just kissing and she didn't want Jim hurting. Plus he might think of how she'll handle it, sleeping with a werewolf, might be afraid if they even try? All so seeing if Leroy ever found out who knows what he might do to her or Jim, if only she could show him.

Jim felt his heart swell up with emotion, with love. He just cared for Evaine so much and he wanted to show her any chance he got. She was so beautiful, so kind, she was unlike any person he had ever met before. He felt his ribs twinge with pain for a moment, but it was easy to ignore. He had Evaine to focus on: her soft skin, her sweet lips, they were driving him crazy. His hands snaked down the sides of her body, resting on her hips. His lips moved more eagerly, like he was a dying man and Evaine was the only thing keeping him alive.

Everything started to get kinda rough but at a medium pasted not rushing into things like they have done before. Eva felt like her heart was going to burst from so much love they was showing, her heart taking that emotion all at once. Part of her wanted to stop before Jim's ribs started hurting badly and they both end up doing something, yet another part of her didn't want to stop. No she wanted to keep on going not ever wanting to break this bond they had going. Her head started to feel a little dizzy from the lack of air but tried ignoring it. She felt his lips moved more eagerly, her hand resting on the back of his pulling him even closer to her as they deepen the kiss.

Jim's lips slowed for a moment, pulling away a bit so he could look at Evaine. Strands of her luscious black hair fell in front of her face, her cheeks were flushed like his were. He leaned in to kiss her again, but his lips kissed her jaw first, then trailed down her neck, resting on her collarbone. Usually Evaine was the one to do something like this, or Perseus for that matter, but Jim was getting more confident these days when it came to physical affection, and he was taking bolder moves every day. His lips sucked on her skin, tasting their sweet aroma that always thrilled and excited him.

When Jim had pulled away Evaine finally inhaled some air into her lungs, her chest felt heavy from the sudden rush. Her brown eyes locked on Jim's beautiful, loving, caring, blue eyes. Seeing Jim leaning in to kiss her again, Eva closed her eyes but felt his lips on her skin? Evaine was a bit shocked at first, his lips trailed down her neck. Biting her lip it felt, great the feeling of his lips pressed against her soft skin. Her hands at his waist slowly lifting up his shirt to touch his warm skin. Her eyes slightly widen from the feel of Jim sucking on her skin, breathing slightly heavily she couldn't help but let out a few moans.

Jim could feel Evaine's fingers against his bare chest, gentle and soft. He always liked it when she touched him like that. It showed how much she cared for him, how loving she was. It felt like both of them liked to express their love for each other through physical means rather than words, although Evaine was a little more verbal than Jim was. He still felt like he was rubbish when it came to words, and just showing how he felt through his kiss and his touch seemed easier to him. His lips trailed back up Evaine's neck, until they finally met her mouth again. His own hands snaked under Evaine's shirt, resting on the small of her back. Her skin was so smooth, so soft. Everything about her was just so beautiful and amazing. And Jim couldn't get enough of it.

Evaine had taken this moment to let some air into her lungs. It seems the two of them didn't want to pull away to breath when it comes to show how much they feel for each other. She felt his lips run back up her neck, closing her eyes she slightly smiled at the feeling. Once their lips met she softly kissed them for a moment, pulling away she rest her forehead against his looking at his eyes. Pausing for just a moment so Jim can catch his breath, her hands reached up touching his face softly.

Jim made a small noise when Evaine pulled away, almost like a whimper. Sure, he needed a moment to breathe, but his craving was just climbing higher and higher, he didn't want to pull away for a second. Like Perseus, Evaine could be addicting in her own certain way. She was still bringing feelings out in him that he had never felt before, bringing out a side of him that few people ever saw. But Evaine looked at him with such adoration that he forgot about all that for a moment, feeling content to just look at her beautiful face. He felt her hands on his face, still holding him in that gentle way she had. "You're so beautiful," he said softly, one hand reaching up to caress her cheek.

Evaine could feel her lips curling in a small smile hearing jim whimper when she had pulled away. Sure she didnt want to stop herself but she thought about jim's health. Feeling his fingers against her back made her tingle. God was jim so addicting, better than anything she ever had or did. Never had she felt this much love when she was with leroy. Hearing jim's comment her cheeks turned rosy red not knowing what tp say back. Evaine flashed a smile, leaning on pressing her lips against his. Her hands lay around his neck pulling him close to her and rolled on her back with Jim on her

Jim kissed Evaine back, his hands gripping her shoulders tightly, mouth moving passionately. He felt like he could never get enough, could never be satisfied. The more he got, the more he wanted. He was greedy in that way, but emotions like these were still new to him, and harder to control. He got so caught up in the moment that he gave a muffled cry of surprise when Evaine rolled over, pulling him on top of her. He breathed heavily for a second, feeling a little lightheaded from lack of air. But he was soon kissing Evaine just as passionately as before, holding her close to his body.

Evaine tried her best to keep up with Jim but couldn't match his pasted. She had moaned a bit louder this time, her hands gripping on his shirt tightly, wanting more. In the back of her mind she wondered how Todd would think coming in see them like this, but it was faint compare to her mind and heart wanting more of Jim. She couldn't get enough of him, never wanting him to pull away, his arms letting go of her, the feeling of his warm skin against her's. Eva was starting to sound like a spoiled child but never had she dealt with this before, she never wanted this feeling to go away. She gave a small whimper when Jim pulled away. Soon as their lips touched again kissing with such passion, her hands reached up to unbutton his shirt.

Jim heard Evaine's moan, but it seemed to sound dimly in his mind. All he could really feel was the sweet taste of her lips, the softness of her skin. His hands wandered down to her chest, remembering that she had trusted him enough with that kind of touch. It seemed that that was something they shared, trusting each other more than anyone else. And Jim usually found it hard to trust anyone at all. He felt Evaine undoing the buttons on his shirt and he didn't stop her. Eventually he would reach a point where they had to stop, but right now, he just wanted to blow through all the barriers that existed between them.

Once Evaine got done undoing the buttons on his shirt, her hands snaked down to his belt buckle wanting to go lower but stopped herself from doing so. She felt Jim's hands wandered down to her chest, making her tingle a little . Her lips moved away from his, breathing heavily for a moment, she leaned in kissing his neck softly.

im felt Evaine's hands touch his belt buckle and his heart jumped, his brain finally registering what she was doing. He faltered for a moment, pulling away to catch his breath, his face red. Going that far, doing something like that, he wasn't sure if he could ever do something like that. Sure, holding Evaine close and kissing her tenderly was practically second-nature to him now, but sex? That was still something that boggled his mind, even terrified him a little. He knew by now that he was better with physical affection than he had thought, Perseus and Evaine were proof of that, but going further than that still made his stomach give a nervous lurch. He tried to push such thoughts out of his mind though. He didn't want to be all broody now and ruin things. Evaine's lips were on his neck, making his skin tingle like sparks of electricity, bursting open like popped balloons.

Evaine kissed down his neck resting her lips on his collarbone, breathing in his sent. Her hand rest around his back , should she stop herself, should she keep on going? Sure both of them was a bit young to even try having sex but to her it was kinda of a way to show him how much she cared. Her hand started shaking under his belt buckle, part of her wanted to have sex with Jim, she wanted him to be her first. Evaine wanted her first time to be with someone she cared and trusted.. And that was Jim. She didn't want Leroy to take that and make her first time feel like a living nightmare. Shutting her eyes tightly she knew Jim wouldn't be to comfortable with it, pulling her hand away she slowly breathed on his skin "Sorry.."

Jim had become last in the moment, his nerves tingling and his heart racing like he was on a thrilling ride. But despite that, he still felt Evaine reach for his belt again, and his hand shot out on instinct, grabbing her wrist. For a moment, he felt a fight-or-flight response course through him, like he was in danger. Then he remembered who he was with. This was Evaine, who he trusted more than anybody. He shouldn't have any reason to fear her. He let go of her hand, feeling ashamed that he had reacted that way. "It's not you," he said, shaking his head. "I just...it's just one of those things that I'm still kind of...scared of, a little, you know?" He swallowed, feeling embarrassed that something like sex could still get him all in a tizzy, especially when some of the kids at the school practically had it every night.

Evaine's eyes slightly widen when Jim's hand shot out and grabbed her wrist. Did she do something wrong? She soon felt him loosen his grip letting hand go freely before dropping his head in shamed. Evaine cupped his cheeks in her hands making him look at her "No.. I was being selfish and childish wanting my first time to be with someone I cared for and trust... And to fully show you how much you mean to me." she said leaning her forehead against his "I'm scared to, but i should have out your feeling before my own... I just... don't want..." she shut her eyes tightly trying to bring herself to say it "I don't want Leroy to end up being my first....The way he almost tried at the Library."

"No, Eva, don't...don't blame yourself," Jim said, reaching up to stroke her cheek with the back of his hand. "I'm just...practically frigid when it comes to this kind of thing. I'm a little wimp, in every retrospect." He gave a little chuckle, trying to lighten up the situation. "I know how much we mean to each other. You don't...need to prove yourself or anything. I already know, and I find it amazing every single day how much you care." When Evaine voiced her fear though, he sighed, hating Leroy for making her fear something like that. How could he be so cruel to her? "Leroy won't be your first time," he promised. "Your first time is going to be with someone who loves you and respects you, entirely. Could be me, could be somebody else, but you're not going to regret it."